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You say that it isn't a problem and that I should check myself for being jealous when I said that I have none residing within me. You keep record over every little detail as if you will need this for later.
I have met some of the people you have slept with and that does not bother me in the least because we all come from one sordid past or something that gain us the eyes we are starring back at one another right now. Judging would be like a monkey fucking a coconut without spit.
To ask another women to work with your ex is asking a lot of someone who isn't jealous yet to have it thrown in your face everyday, what would speak about if not him, the one common denominator? On the other hand, why would you want to keep social nice nice with said ex if you haven't met her/him through the great powers of energy and happenstance?
Let's call him Henry for the story's sake, Henry happens to be in the same place at the same time as you and you enjoyed his company to the fullest...so much so, you invite Henry to the house for dinner and to no fault of your own we had relations. Would he then not be welcomed? Would you now question hie purpose once the recognition took place in both eyes of the ex lovers who are now in committed equalities?
Would jealousy play the victim or would natural selection be course for the par?
"You knew about her, I told you when we met.
It's not like I kept it from you, I thought you caught on once you met her.
Why is this my fault when I have done nothing?
Why can't you just get over yourself and see this for what it is"!
Does jealousy speak in such a way that would warrant this much pain or shame? Yeah...she's a bitch like that. It comes in all forms, shapes and sizes to meet that statement," I am not a jealous person". When reality hit you in the face as hard as that shame you then know the truth of your own words slapping you as hard as it can.
" Is this the kind of person you want to put your dick in?
Am I not the kind of person you want to be around?
Will you revisit this person again if we are to have a moment in time?
will I have to fight for your attention when this person is around?
Why can't you just want to do those things and be those things with me...am I not good enough"?
So many emotions clambering onto what little dignity it use to have looking for the remnants leftover and the shadows they use to cast in the dimmest of lights. Monogamy is not a true form to humans yet we sell it like t.v.for the blind. Being open requires strength, courage and patience if you posses. None of these things have bad written on them unless you were trained to put them there yourself. It is the ego that marks your behavior unto a self eroding corner to never leave its grasp while making you the public example to a more horrific playground that is your mind.
If it wasn't good to start with...then it will not be good during or after. Someone always gets hurt and someone always looses. Communication is key. Without this simple thing added to what could be, it cannot. Think again the next time you offer what you can provide nor know how to sell.
I have met some of the people you have slept with and that does not bother me in the least because we all come from one sordid past or something that gain us the eyes we are starring back at one another right now. Judging would be like a monkey fucking a coconut without spit.
To ask another women to work with your ex is asking a lot of someone who isn't jealous yet to have it thrown in your face everyday, what would speak about if not him, the one common denominator? On the other hand, why would you want to keep social nice nice with said ex if you haven't met her/him through the great powers of energy and happenstance?
Let's call him Henry for the story's sake, Henry happens to be in the same place at the same time as you and you enjoyed his company to the fullest...so much so, you invite Henry to the house for dinner and to no fault of your own we had relations. Would he then not be welcomed? Would you now question hie purpose once the recognition took place in both eyes of the ex lovers who are now in committed equalities?
Would jealousy play the victim or would natural selection be course for the par?
"You knew about her, I told you when we met.
It's not like I kept it from you, I thought you caught on once you met her.
Why is this my fault when I have done nothing?
Why can't you just get over yourself and see this for what it is"!
Does jealousy speak in such a way that would warrant this much pain or shame? Yeah...she's a bitch like that. It comes in all forms, shapes and sizes to meet that statement," I am not a jealous person". When reality hit you in the face as hard as that shame you then know the truth of your own words slapping you as hard as it can.
" Is this the kind of person you want to put your dick in?
Am I not the kind of person you want to be around?
Will you revisit this person again if we are to have a moment in time?
will I have to fight for your attention when this person is around?
Why can't you just want to do those things and be those things with me...am I not good enough"?
So many emotions clambering onto what little dignity it use to have looking for the remnants leftover and the shadows they use to cast in the dimmest of lights. Monogamy is not a true form to humans yet we sell it like t.v.for the blind. Being open requires strength, courage and patience if you posses. None of these things have bad written on them unless you were trained to put them there yourself. It is the ego that marks your behavior unto a self eroding corner to never leave its grasp while making you the public example to a more horrific playground that is your mind.
If it wasn't good to start with...then it will not be good during or after. Someone always gets hurt and someone always looses. Communication is key. Without this simple thing added to what could be, it cannot. Think again the next time you offer what you can provide nor know how to sell.
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