Awakening

During a Shibari Scene I lost a few of my protective layers of walls. I brought darkness into reality and showed the outside world what my inside looks like, just a glimpse. Scared me to know I have this amount of power. Scared me to think ive kept it all in.
Thinking I should let the rest out and be done with this for good. The darkness that once kept me safe no longer resides. Who am I without it? Who would I like to be? Where will I go? What will happen next? Who knows! I am a willing to surrender my everything so that I may be whole. I am fearful of what might happen but more fearful of keeping it in. Here's goes trust...