Om Mani Padma Aum

Surrender is absolutely the hardest thing to do. It's been years since I've died and come back with no surrender in sight, like most who have passed and have come back, things seem to change or they do . . .I didn't. I was lost in the sea of raw emotions trying to not drown in my own darkness and shame. There are no quick ways to get out of that but surrender. It wasn't until the other day when I got tattooed the sound of surrender that it became clear. Surrender isn't weakness or the inability to take a punch. Surrender is allowing the spirits that be to take on what you can not handle with more grace than you could ever imagine. It's a special gift to be able to let go like that and continue to allow spirit to guide you with wisdom such as. I am not know to have patience or to be able to see the forest because of the trees yet, I am letting go. I recommend it fully.