It's just sex

This whole year I have had 1 sexual encounter that did not meet my expectations, nor my orgasm. I devoured a friend of mine who had been toying with innuendos and other cheeky taunts to grab my attention. I bought the story and came home with a t-shirt. I should have known it when he kissed me. I thought, "it been a while since I have properly kissed anyone so I might just be me", no. It was him.
I thought, " What if I judge too harshly? What if he was nervous? What if my aunt grows balls and becomes my uncle?" Seriously, I can't keep making excuses for those who just want something strange but not willing to put forth the effort. It's Drama Free Pussy! I digress.

For the sake of "trying something new," I placed myself upon the chopping block of tinder. Go ahead. Be jealous. The amount of lack is indescribable. What I have witnessed from these sites are very lively humans who are striking out in the "real world" which is sad. Some of the Men have nice profiles yet their picture needs work or, some of them have nice pictures but their words and phrasing need Jesus. Some are there strictly for the entertainment and those are fun but not to date ever. The configurations are endless and the attractive Men are taken or gay or insane or...im in the wrong place looking for a needle in a haystack.

And the saga continues.