As you can see...
This may not be an issue for many but it's something that boggles the mind a bit for me. Why do crazy women follow me everywhere? If your a nut job within a 50mile radius I seem to have your scent. Is it the way I say hello? I know you are use to a certain type of speech when directed at and towards you but my hello isn't an invite for you to lust, emulate, stalk and or prey upon me at any time. We are not kindred spirits destine to be together forever. We are not the same kind of person with the same experiences.
If ever, which is never, I should want someone to follow everything I do and say I would have a kid to pester the piss out of me. Wanting to be just like someone else isn't healthy nor is it flattering all the time. I know I say some things that are clever but so does the next person and probably with more tact and a better punchline. I am not the joys you are looking for, in fact...I know I'm not what you are looking for because you want what I can't give you which is a sense of self. It's called "self esteem", I can not tell you how you feel about you ever! If you really need someone to follow, follow someone with power, intelligence, wisdom, kindness and all the things we humans strive to posses. As you can see...I am not the person you thought I was nor am I going to change into the person you want me to be because I'm an asshole. I know I'm an asshole. I may seem nice and sweet and kind on the surface but when I get tired of you and your antics...
There isn't any good way to tell you crazy women this but there it is. There is someone for you out there that will give you everything you need and could ever want, just isn't me. I may seem like I have it together but not everything about me is revealed and some of that shit isn't pretty. What I'm saying is try to be more like someone who doesn't resemble a blank sheet of paper looking for the colour and backdrop to your life.
You are not me, I am not you and we are not meant to be.
If ever, which is never, I should want someone to follow everything I do and say I would have a kid to pester the piss out of me. Wanting to be just like someone else isn't healthy nor is it flattering all the time. I know I say some things that are clever but so does the next person and probably with more tact and a better punchline. I am not the joys you are looking for, in fact...I know I'm not what you are looking for because you want what I can't give you which is a sense of self. It's called "self esteem", I can not tell you how you feel about you ever! If you really need someone to follow, follow someone with power, intelligence, wisdom, kindness and all the things we humans strive to posses. As you can see...I am not the person you thought I was nor am I going to change into the person you want me to be because I'm an asshole. I know I'm an asshole. I may seem nice and sweet and kind on the surface but when I get tired of you and your antics...
There isn't any good way to tell you crazy women this but there it is. There is someone for you out there that will give you everything you need and could ever want, just isn't me. I may seem like I have it together but not everything about me is revealed and some of that shit isn't pretty. What I'm saying is try to be more like someone who doesn't resemble a blank sheet of paper looking for the colour and backdrop to your life.
You are not me, I am not you and we are not meant to be.
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