Perplexed
I'm having a hard time with the information I was just given and what I should do with said information and how it will determine my future actions. Inside, I want to seem like I am the kind of person that would leave lying dogs and so fourth yet, there is this emotion that causes me to loose my friggin mind and want to flip out in the mail room and kill everyone who ever breathed air into the machine we now call reality.
Those two things fight often.
What happens when you let the dogs of hell loose onto the people you think you are mad at this very moment in time yet who knows what ten minuets will give you? Don't understand the humans that walk around posing "normal"? I may not have a handle on my shit 24/7 but I keep that crazy to myself and family so that it only ruins their day. The nerve on those who believe this behavior is acceptable. Will we ever learn....probably not. Which will keep me writing and complain about shit I CAN NOT CHANGE. Oh my, ...I hit a nerve.
Those two things fight often.
What happens when you let the dogs of hell loose onto the people you think you are mad at this very moment in time yet who knows what ten minuets will give you? Don't understand the humans that walk around posing "normal"? I may not have a handle on my shit 24/7 but I keep that crazy to myself and family so that it only ruins their day. The nerve on those who believe this behavior is acceptable. Will we ever learn....probably not. Which will keep me writing and complain about shit I CAN NOT CHANGE. Oh my, ...I hit a nerve.
You know I feel you on that I truly missed you blogs it gives me a change to look inside the mind of someone who knows where I'm coming from sometimes your a piece of me that gets to let loose in ways I never can or may never but I know I'm not alone and I thank you.
ReplyDeleteThis comment has been removed by the author.
DeleteYou wrak ;-)
ReplyDelete